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Echoes Before It Happens - Part 11: Zaiyen’s Diary

 📓 Echoes Before It Happens: Zaiyen’s Diary  

🗓️ Part 11: The Girl Who Was Never Born… But Knew Me  

✍️ By Zaiyen


It started as a random dream.  

A garden.  

Soft wind.  

And a girl sitting by the tree — sketching something.


She looked about 14.  

Calm.  

But there was something about her eyes —  

like she had seen **everything**.


I asked her name.


She smiled and said,  

> “I don’t have one. I was never born.”


---


I laughed, nervously.  

But she didn’t.


Then she held up the sketchpad —  

and showed me a drawing.


It was… **me**.  

Older.  

Frowning.  

Standing in a burning room.


And beneath the sketch, in tiny letters:  

> “You promised you’d save me.”


---


I jolted awake.


But the dream returned the next night.  

And the next.


She always waited.  

Always drawing.  

Always staring straight through me.


One night I finally asked:  

> “Who are you really?”


She looked up and whispered:


> “I’m what you erased.”  

> “I’m what never got the chance.”  

> “And I remember you.”


---


I began digging.  

Through old family medical records.  

Through whispers my parents never spoke aloud.


And I found it.


Before I was born…  

there was a miscarriage.


A **sister**.  

Never named.  

Never spoken of.


But now…  

somehow speaking to me.


---


Was it guilt?  

A fragment of memory?  

Or something deeper?


Something still waiting…  

to be remembered.


🖋️ — Zaiyen


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