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Unknown Mind: Viyan’s Diary – Part 5: The Day Everything Collapsed

 🧠 **Unknown Mind: Viyan’s Diary – Part 5: The Day Everything Collapsed**


Every story has a twist.


Just when I started breathing freely again…  

life reminded me that healing is not a straight line.


It was a regular college day.  

Assignments. Cafeteria talks. A short smile from Yalini.  

And then — a call.


**Appa’s voice. Shaking.**  

> “Viyan… Amma fainted. We’re in the hospital.”


My legs went numb.


That was the beginning of the storm.


---


In just one week:

- **Amma’s health worsened**

- Our **land was taken** by debt collectors  

- **My part-time job stopped**

- And I…  

…stopped speaking.


Even Yalini noticed the silence return.  

But this time — it wasn’t calm.  

It was *dark*.


One day, she waited outside the class.  

No words. Just stared at me with worried eyes.


I wanted to hug her.  

I wanted to scream.  

But I just said:


> “I think I’m vanishing again…”


---


That night, I sat alone on the terrace.


Rain.  

Empty streets.  

A diary in my hand.


I didn’t write.


I just stared at the sky and whispered,  

> “Why does pain come back the moment I try to feel better?”


But something inside me still held on.


And that…  

was the moment I realized:


> This story isn’t about avoiding collapse.  

> It’s about *rising every time it happens*.


🖋️ — *Viyan*


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